Friday, January 8, 2010

The Journey


One of the main reasons we name this site "The Journey" was because we knew going into this it was going to be a journey for both of us. We have both had our ups and our downs. For me it has been more then just a weight loss journey but as I like to call it a health journey. It started for me with getting my health on the right track, in this there are stages I have to take to become the best I can be. The first stage for me is spirituality. I have to get my life back on track with Christ... For I can try any and all diet or weight loss plans out there (and I have) But I know that I will not make it without putting Christ first in my life. In this stage I make time for Christ in my each and every day. I put my focus off of food and make Him the highlight of my day and reason for living. Stage two for me is what I call the redefine stage. In this stage is where I put it out front, define where life went wrong, how I become this way and what I need to "lose" in my life. Be it some foods, bad habits, TV, computer etc... The next stage for me is what I call my "Choice" stage. In this stage I make the right choices in, what I eat and what I do. I cut the calories and eat the best that God has to offer. I don't do "can" and I stay away from pointless fats. In this stage I also make the choice to move. I try to exercise at least 3 to 4 times a week. The last stage for me is the "Live it" stage. This is one of the most important stages I will face.. Without going through the first stage I will fail on this big time. My journey is for a lifetime. I am currently making the right choices for me to get the most out of life. Like I said it has been hard at times but I am getting back up when I fall and trying again. So far it seems to be working. The 1st week I started I lost like a lot. I am still losing big and don't want to stop now. Who knows if it all works out in the end maybe I will write a book on it... (doesn't the world need another weight loss book?!?! ) I will try to keep you more updated on my journey but as you know things take time.. And right now in my life God has given me time. I give a big thanks to all who support our journey. In Christ we can do all things!! With the support of friends and family and some of the biggest loser contestants I have met along the way I have seen great things happen and can't wait to see what tomorrow brings.

"Sometimes people will hear you and be able to change their behavior, but often their behavior has more to do with their own need for approval than with your need for support. No matter what their response, you need to be firm and hold your ground. At the end of the day, your health is your responsibility." — Jillian Michaels

In His Grip,
Jonathan

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

A New Year

So we are a few days into our new year - I still can't believe it is 2010. My little girl will be 2, I will have my ten-year high school reunion, and I'll have been married for four years. But I am also praying this year will be a year of healing for me - in relationships with God, my marriage, my family but in addition, a year of healing physically. For me, a lot of that is weight-related. I proactively started living a healthier lifestyle in November and in my weigh-in yesterday, found that I've now lost a total of ten pounds. I've not lost as much over the past three weeks with the kids being out of school; I've not exercised nearly as much as I like to or want.

I know I should be happy about that ten pounds - it's 1/9 of my goal to a healthy weight. However, it makes me a bit nervous and I don't feel like it's a major achievement. I can drop 10 pounds fairly easily and this time, I did it in about a month. But I've been fluxing ten over and under the 225 mark for the last year and a half. In some ways I don't feel like my weight loss journey begins until I get to 200; that is what I had gotten down to before I got pregnant with Emily. But from past experience, when I lose about 25-30 pounds, I then start feeling better about myself and get sloppy. Then the weight will creep back on plus some. I want this to be a lifestyle change for me but I am apprehensive right now and am reluctant to celebrate.

But anyway, here are my stats for the week:

Starting weight (11/24/09): 236
Last week's weight: 228
Current weight: 226
Total pounds lost: -10